
~SHIRLEY~

My true colours
Monday, June 15, 2009
12:59 AM
Plenty of thoughts!!
I wan to improve on myself
I think i am such a bad bad gal
Who even treat friends better den my own family members
I seldom bring happiness to my parents
Yet i still add on to their pain and troubles
I always take things for granted
And i am such a immature child
Who always make my mum angry
Few days back
I suddenly realise hw fortunate i am
To hab a complete family
And i asked myself
Wad hab i contribute to tis family?
And did i make my parents happy b4?
Nah, tis is wad i answered to myself
I onli noe hw to make them angry
And make them worried
I nv listen to wad they said
I am so so stubborn
I always expect fairness
But there is no fairness in tis world
To hab a complete family
And a protective parents from young till now
Not letting me suffer
And nv let me noe the toughness of life
Is wad they given me
And yet i still dunno hw to cherish them
And i asked my bro
1st time i shared my heart to heart conversation wit him
Askin am i realli a bad daughter?
He said YES
He said tat time when me and my ex break off
And did those childish stuffs
He realli feel like givin me a tight slap
And thinkin back
If my parents nv come out durin midnight to find me tat night
And found me sitting at my ex hse area and cried
I realli dunno how am i gonna go home myself
At tat moment
When i realise so mani stuffs
I could not get to slp
I realli realli scared tat
When i wake up
My parents not there le
I suddenly feel so scared of losing my parents
I realli realli scared tat they could not wait for me to turn gd
And they are gone
My bro was right
My parents is old enough
We won noe how long we can be together
If i keep on behaving in such manner
One day i surely will regret de
I gonna change for the better
And i realise y i can always make the friends around me to laugh and smile
Y can't i make my own parents happy?
Life will be better if i make them happy too,rite?
So i started to change
Talk to mum more
Telling her wad goin on for me on tat day
Share my pic of my friends wit her
Sneak into the room ytd and said happy father day to my dad
Hees
I feel i am so sweet
Lol
Haas
Yea
But way to go
I gonna prove to my mum i KNOW HOW TO SAVE MONEY
Wahaha
I REALI LOVE MY PARENTS
For now
I not gonna think of those useless stuffs
Just wanna make my parents happy
Improve on my weakness
Work hard in my studies
And as for r.s tis kind of stuff
Next time i still hab plenty of time =D
Thanks my parents to be there for me
When i am realli scared of those cockroach
Haas
Is my promise to u tat i will change to a better gal =D
I am not afraid of sayin hw bad am i
Cos i noe tis is not the forever me
I will change for the better
I admit wad i did wrong
And not ashamed of it
Cos i noe my mistakes !!