~SHIRLEY~

The moment of truth

Tuesday, March 31, 2009
8:08 AM

Enjoyed myself a lot today
Now i realise hw fortunate i am
I hab a grp of friends who realli care
Maybe except for one
But who care
I aso nv treat tat one as my true friend =)

Sry peeps for lying to u all
But yr replies realli make me feel damn touched
Do u all noe?
Rosebel is the 1st who call
And sound realli anxious
Follow by eddy
But dun dare to ans cos he is too smart to spoil my plan
Den Mr nice man (Alson)
Sounded anxious and wanted to visit me too
But in the end laugh non stop
Den hong yuan replied and he aso called SQ to clarify
And SQ called
Eddy keep callin too
Lastly followed by ghim hong replied

SQ even wanted to visit me after her work man
And Ghim hong wanted to visit me tmr too
So touched by all of them =(

But i get Scolded by eddy
But i dun feel angry but happy =)
Cos i hab so mani friends who concern of me
U all should try it out man
It will gif u kind of special feelin
kind of warmth
And even more ensured tat i found the right friends

Thanks for being there peeps
Love u all so much
And those who i nv mentioned
I love u all too =)

Monday, March 30, 2009
4:20 AM

我才懂不是我不心痛
其实是心没了感受

Live wit passion and not wit regrets

Sunday, March 29, 2009
9:56 AM

Wad is my talent?
None?
Yet found?

But ...
Right now right here
I wan to live wit my passion
I dun wan to live wit regrets !!!

Let me start my 1st step man ~
I am serious tis time round
Deeply engrossed in it

Make it real
Make it happen
Make it success

Ps : Thanks for comin back my buddy

My dream

Thursday, March 26, 2009
1:00 AM

27 march is a day i always lookin forward too
A day tat i wish it come fast
A day of a start of my dream

I always afraid the plan cannot go well
Cos it failed b4
So when the day come nearer
I am afraid there might be anythin crop up
And i cannot fulfill it again =(

I admit i am realli veri lousy
Afraid of facin things alone
Hais ~
Hope the best for tmr

I dun wan to assume i dun hab fate wit my dream ~
I willin to gif up wadever i can for it

My experience at home

Wednesday, March 25, 2009
12:40 AM

Is been quite long i nv stay much at home
Thinkin back in my sec sch life
During holidays
I always spend my days at home or out for shoppin
But now my holidays are always given to work

Ytd i stayed at home
And i experienced workers comin lvl to lvl to clean our block
* Spraying water
In preparation to paint our building
And nv to their expect
They faced a sudden bees attack from my upper storey
And one of the worker was sting
Is quite saddening to see them workin so hard
And gt to face tis incident
I was wondering
If i was them
Hw will i react to?
Tis tell us we need to prepare everything for the worst
Things which look simple might not come out as wad u expected too
Same goes to r.s
When u r in r.s
Wit a guy u love deeply
And there might not be arguments btw u two
But u nv noe one day he might just break up wit u
Telling u reason like we dun suit each other or even feelin faded
Things are always unexpected ~
Or the guy who interested in u now
Can aso just stop msgin u for nth

And wad i experienced for today will be
I hab been spendin a lot witout thinkin
I must strive to save more den ~
I nv hab the thoughts tat wad if i lost my job
And cannot find a new one
Hw am i goin to survive?
Everything is unexpected
And is realli hard to predict the future
Especially a economic tat facing economic crisis now

Stayin at home
Suffering from the nasty smell of paint
But i feel a warmth in my heart
Where all my family members are all in
And i found tat is been long since i went to my nearby market to walk around
I used to like to go down when i am young
Followin my dad down
And keep pestering him to buy tis and tat for me
Or else i dun wan go home
But now
Is realli look different ~
And with more knowledges gained for tis past few years
I realise there is difference btw hw the ppl in coffee shop or sell vege ones with the shoppin centre
We realli cannot expect much from them
They gif me a feelin tat we like owe them money when buyin stuffs from them
I am thinkin
If they improve in their attitude
It will create more repeated customers in return
Cos i think there will be ppl who dun mind payin more just for the RIGHT attitude

But i think it is somehw a culture goin on ba
I believe one day there will be a change =D

A sudden thought

Monday, March 23, 2009
8:19 PM

The "crush" u used to hab
No longer there ~

Sunday, March 22, 2009
1:17 AM

Kind of disappointed

I am awaiting for 27 march
Make it real =D

Shoppin for life

Friday, March 20, 2009
7:18 PM

Ytd went shoppin wit my dardar(cousin)
Wha ~
Is like finally i can walk properly le
But still gt ugly scars on my foot
But ytd moods was gd
Shop non-stop for 8 hrs like dat
And i bought a lot of stuffs too
Bought
~Ribbon rubber band ($5)
~Headband ($3.90)
~Baggage bag ($49.90)
~White pocket shirt ($39.90)
~Two tank top ($20.00)
~Shoes($39.90)

Still gt more to go =)
My wishlists for tis month
~Shoes from river island or
~Red kappa shoes or
~Vans shoes wit Heart design
~Black Cotton on shorts
~Zara tee
~New black jeans
~A brown belt
~A gold and black watch or
~OBM jelly watch or
~FCUK watch
~And more clothes =D

Gonna work hard to earn more man =D
Jiayou for a Gucci wallet!!

Hmm
As for today
Early in the mornin
Went to Cck cemetry to pray
Is like the 1st time i go there
Was damn tired
As ytd did not slp well
But is okay
Grandpa and Grandmum more important
Hees
And is also quite a adventurous trip for me!!

Think ltr goin NYP wit my cousin and Co to purchase her lappy
Den after tat gonna head to Bugis
And shop again!!
Hope i will find more stuffs i like
=D

Thursday, March 19, 2009
8:49 AM

Mine is the red ladybird

Hees

=D

Nice nice?

New earpiece

Today finally go back to work
No sales again =(
Feelin kinda sian le
Hais

But when i reach home
I am damn happy cos
I recieved my new earpiece
Love it till hell
I think i gonna get more stuffs from the blogshop le
=) Smile
Tis few days i realli smile a lot
I feel tat i gettin happier


Lastly i wanna say sry to my dear Chingz =D
I am sry tat i cannot join u all tmr
=(
But no worries,
I will find one day ask u out de,okay?
Miss u
And i won forget yr bday present

Love u all loads
Wahaha

Injection

Tuesday, March 17, 2009
12:26 AM

Seen another doctor le ~
=(
The doctor cut my wound xia
And i still gt an injection on my butt
Damn painful
And i was given lots and lots of medicine
Think gt 4 packets xia
And aso cream and lotion for my leg
I nv expect a leg can be so serious
Till need to inject and eat so mani medicine

Doctor still said if my wound feel pain or nv recover
Must immediate go back le
Cos quite serious le
1 week swollen le
And i gt MC too
Wha
Sian
Dun tell me i gt to stay at home for 2 weeks?
Hais ~
Feel so shag !!!

I wanna go out real soon man =(

=(

Monday, March 16, 2009
7:35 AM

Something nasty happened
At tat point of time
I dunno who to approach ~
And the one i wan to approach cannot be approached
Cos her phone lost

=(

Thursday, March 12, 2009
7:32 PM

Arghh
Ppl go out and earn money
And i gt to stay at home =(
All cos of the tupi swollen leg
I am glad tat i gt nice in charge - Mr Alson
Hees
Right now ~
I am not afraid of getting injection
Just dun wan it to become more swollen
And let me walk normally again
And let me back to the IT fair
Haas
Cos of tis feet
I find it so hard and pain to walk
Cos it is all swollen and is stiff for me to walk
Aiya
I shall wish my swollen gone by tmr =D

And thanks for those concern
My bestfriend - guan, Shiqi and rosebel
My cousin - Dardar
And not forgettin ...

And through it
I realise maybe u changed
I like nv receive the same care and concern from u again
The msges u replied is slower den before
The msges u sent to me is lesser
And when u noe i am suffering cos of my leg
U dun seem to care much as b4
Since like dat
Wad is the point of contacting?
When the feelin u gif me now is different
U seems to stand a important place in my heart
Let me noe tat u will always be there for me
And whenever i meet wit difficulty
I will find u
But now ...
I dunno hw to describe
Am i still the good friend u treasure?
Should i just let go of u, my gd buddy?
Witout me, i dun think there is any differences yea ~

Wednesday, March 11, 2009
7:54 AM

Some ppl make me feel tat
When they need u
They contact u

But when they dun need u
Or feel sick of u?
They will throw u aside

I seen no point of keepin tis kind of person on my side =D

I will onli treasure the ones who worth it
Those who dun worth it
LEAVE IT

My pain pain leg

I can't walk properly =(

My foot now is damn swollen
And gt a big bruise
And i got to eat 5 days of antibotics and medicine
Hais

Not able to walk well
Is a torture to me
To someone who like walkin so much
Argh
Dun said abt walking
Standing also a difficulty for me now
And i cannot even walk covered shoes nor sandal
Onli slipper for me
=(

WTH ~
Sianzation
Why tis kind of thing keep happenin to me?
Everytime said long time nv hurt my leg
Or long time nv sick
Or even haolianing abt i won get fever under rain
Den end up wad i said won one
Will happen to me =(
I like cursing myself xia

And somemore i having IT fair from tmr to tis sun
I wonder hw am i gonna suffer it
Gonna pamper me wit more sweets to forget the pain ba =D

Hais
Goodbye everyone

I love all my besties =D

Monday, March 9, 2009
4:11 AM

I fallin SICK again
Poor health na ~

Everytime under the sun too much
Or under the rain
Den tat bestfriend of mine(fever) will come le

Woohoo
Finally i open bill xia
And i am so lucky tat the customer came
When i am about to leave in disappointment
Lalala
Hope more comin up next
Haas
Dun let me hab the thoughts
Tat wit new hair colour
My sales luck will be gone
Haas

Tmr sentosa trip cancelled cos i havin fever soon le
Shall change it to next mon or tues ba
Hees
And lastly i love seeing new tags from my friends =D
Life cannot get better witout FRIENDS
MY FUN LOVING FRIENDS

I realise ~
Comparing a veri pretty gal
But witout friends

And a ugly and fat gal
But wit friends

Which one is luckier?
In the past
I will think looks is the most important stuffs
But it is wrong
Friends is then important
=D

So i will love all my friends
Lalala ~


Dun make me fall in love in u !!

Sunday, March 8, 2009
4:00 AM

Today wake up and head to Sentosa
Is damn hot there
And we managed to find nick
After tat went to vivo and walk around
Den head back home
Is a long long journey
Take a short nap on the bus
But my head knock onto the window
And wake me up
Argh !!

I startin to feel tired le =(
Keep on feel like enjoyin life
Dun realli feel like workin anymore le
...........

To be continued

=)

Saturday, March 7, 2009
3:21 AM

Ytd went pubbin wit
SQ
Alson
Ding long
Si ying
Clarence
Berlin
Eddy
Quan hui ~
Haas
Enjoyed myself quite a lot
Haas
But ARGHH !!!
Some ppl keep laughin at me
Makin me so confused
Think my head pain is not cos of wearin hair band
Is too confused le
Dunno wad they r laughin o
Haas
But nvm
Laughin is better den emoing ma
Haas
First time went pub wit Siying wor
Hees
Hope there will be more to go =D
First time went wit berlin too
A new friend i made on tat day =D
She veri friendly
But think she is upset on tat day?
Hope she feelin better now =D
O sad too
Rosebel, HY and Ghim hong nv join us =(
Hope next time there will be more ppl yea

AND I WANNA COMMENT SOMETHIN I ANGRY ABT TOO
From the start we order the songs till we go back
Our songs still not yet to be sang by us
But my friends come le, jiu can immediately sing the songs le lo
Argh ~
Dislike the pub le
Should go back to plasma tv de better =)
Opps
Is not plasma tv, think is plasma KTV ba

Today start work
Damn reluctant to wake up
But pull myself up
Arghh ~
Encounter some unhappy stuffs but dun mention it le ba
And aso zero sales man =(
Bad bad day
Tmr goin sentosa le o
Hope it will be a fun day
Plus get more information abt contiki in return =)
And hope i won get sunburnt too
LALALA ~
Shag tat i cannot join all my besties to IT SHOW trainin
Probably meet after tat ba =)

I start to miss SQ tat grp le =)
Hees
And aso start to miss
Candy
Jezemine
Zinc
My dar dar
My girlfriend
Huining
Lin jia
Kailing
Pei ching
Xuan min
Tricia
And ...
Wanna go out wit them soon =D

Moreover
I wanna thanks SQ
And sry for causin u troubles too =(
Everlastin friendship,okay?
I dun wan to lose contact wit any of u
Cos u all r the true friends i want to keep
And not those friends who will hurt me =D

a happi day

Thursday, March 5, 2009
7:25 AM

I been through it le ~
O MAN !!!
...
I always hab the thinkin will there be one day i forgt to wake up for my work
AND
Today i realli nv wake up
I understand hw it feels
O my ~
Hao xia ren o
And i'mma like 2 hours and 30 min late for work =x
But i am glad i am lucky tat lavonne take 2 days leave
So heng =)
Nv get any scoldin
WAHAHA ~
So lucky
But no sales for me today =(

After work
Meet up wit SQ and Hong yuan
And head to marina square to shop for gifts
Woohoo
I finally gt the zara skirt i long for
Kinna like one black jacket too
But when i decided to get it
The shop is closed =(
And I found one person who gt the same style as me =)
Maybe next time can share where we usually shop
All thanks to SQ
Den head to arcade to "humph"
So sad i could not get any toy =(
Bla bla bla

Not fair one
SQ so lucky to get a cute bear
I am feelin JEALOUS le na
SQ, SEE WAD I WRITTEN =)
Tmr cook NICE NICE to bu chang my sadness today
WAHAHA
Tmr will be headin to town den to steamboat den to PUB
Woohoo
I will be enjoyin it man =)
Woohoo
Think i wanna get tat brown heels
Wahaha
Lots of things i wan to get
WHA
Thinkin abt the brown heels
Make me think abt chippy
LOL ~
Yum yum
Haas
Opps
Must faster go prepare to learn song le
Or else tmr go pub dunno hw to sing
LOL ~!

MY FRIENDS ARE ALL LOVED BY ME =)
Muacks ~

Wednesday, March 4, 2009
6:07 AM

I am troubled !!

A new hairdo

Tuesday, March 3, 2009
7:46 AM

Today Went to office to pass up my commission thingy
Hees
Finally gt my chilly foaming cleanser
Yum yum ~
Dun mistaken
I dun eat cleanser
Haas
Just love the smell of it =)

Den head back to town
Went zara
Saw 2 skirts i love
And one wind breaker
Dunno which one to buy
Or buy ALL?
But if wear wind breaker in spore
Like a bit wierd hor?
Can't make decision now lei
LOL
And i dye my hair le
Shall faster take photos and post it soon
Haas
Is kinna different ba
I am not used to it yet
Hope it suit me ba =)

I'mma lookin forward to FRIDAY =)

And lastly
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to CHIA TIAN SHUN =)

Family day

Monday, March 2, 2009
5:29 AM

=(
Today zero sales
Somemore work at taka na =(
After work
Head home and change
Den bring parents go causeway for dinner
Wanna treat them eat ding tai feng de
But search the causeway
Cannot find o
Haas
Cos there is no ding tai feng there
LOL
Den we head to crystal jade for our dinner
Haas
The food there is not bad
U ppl can go try
The fish kinna cheap
Is like $13.80
Happy to see my family enjoy their meal =)

Is like been years we nv travel out together
And finally today we went out together
Next time i shall bring them go bugis there eat bak ku *tea
Haas
Last time when i am young
My father always bring me there
But is like 6 years ago or more?
Haas

Tis month i onli hab 13 workin days
And 4 days of IT show
So should spend more time wit family and friends =)
Woohoo
Tis comin fri gt steamboat at SQ hse
Lookin forward to it
Haas
But one time troubled me is tat dunno my frien able to make it for the dance class ma =(
Hope she can

Tmr will be goin Great world city yea
Den maybe walk walk around wit felicia
=)

I MISS MY GIRLFRIEND

Sunday, March 1, 2009
9:11 AM

Last but not least
GIRLFRIEND
I WILL MISS U DE ~
Pls take gd care of yrself at shanghai
And hope u realli enjoy there
Come back le, must share wit me yr experiences there o
Muacks =)
Contact me when u r back
I will be lookin forward to meet u de =)
Love and misses

Today hab FYP meetin
Den after tat went to meet dardar
Den head home

Just now chatted wit my so called didi on msn
He told me he fight in sch
Hais
I noe he does not do it on purpose
must be all the malay boi's fault
I hope nth will happen to him xia
He is such a smart and adorable kid
I dun wan see him landed up like his bro
Neither do i wan his gf to suffer the days witout him
I can understand all these feelings

I can see tat he surely is someone who is sensible
And hab a bright future
And i aso veri thankful to him for cheerin me up
I remember last time i cried at his hse
Cos the necklace his bro gif me is spoilt
And when his bro dun care abt me
And he ask me do i need any help?
Hais
I realli dun wan to see anythin bad happen to him
May god bless him and his family

I noe his family members are all kind souls
They sure deserve a better life
God is just being unfair man
Y can't treat their family better ne?

And i misses the days when he call me and ask me where is his bearbear and doggie
And last time hw we bullied each others
Haas
REALLY miss it =(
I won forget the days i been through wit him and his brother de =)
I just hope the best for their family

My Memories

January 2009
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