Sunday, May 31, 2009
7:42 PM
Lookin for tis
But is all sold out =(
Anyone who saw tis on any of the blog
Let me noe =)
Ytd SQ come and find me after her work
Thanks for acc me till my end of work
=)
Shall repay u back one day,okay?
Hees
Went to meet eddy 2gether
And hab mac =)
I gt green cup again -__-
O ya o ya
One thing i wanna comment
Today a customer bought sunblock from me
Just for his daughter
His daughter dun wan oily sunblock
And he go around and test different brand sunblock
Tis father realli so sweet and caring towards his daughter
If my father, he confirm ask me go and buy myself de
Haas
Ok na
My father aso super caring de lo
Whenever i reach home
He will ask, eat le ma?
Den if i said haven
He asked me wanna eat ma, den he go kopitam buy for me =)
But dun wan trouble him ba
Haas
Wha
Is like quite long nv see ghim hong they all le lo
Dunno when will everyone be free and out together
=(
Dunno fri plan can go smoothly?
Hees
I am lookin forward to wed man
Outing wit my fyp mates
And grace gt her car
=)
I miss car speedin at the carpark =(
Next week IT fair coming le
I will be on shift =)
Ppl who r interested in buyin compaq laptop and desktop
Can come and find me =)
Hope for more more sales
But sadly
Tis fair SQ they all nv work =(
Hope they will come and visit me ah
Haas
Hint hint ~
Lol
Saturday, May 30, 2009
4:48 AM
Friends of mine !!
Pls never gif my number witout my permission
If i noe whoever do tis
U r out of my life
Hate tis kind of ppl who dun show basic respect to ppl!!
Tis kind of ppl dun deserve to be my friend man
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
11:22 PM
PR and media module again !!!
Tat onli class i feel so shagged of even coming
Stayin longer in tis class
Is like a torture to me ~
If the time can go back
I won even take tis module
OR
NEITHER will i ever come RP to study
The onli things i am not regret
Is able to noe more friends here
But as for study envrionment
Is realli sucks and damn boring ~
I rather hab long lecture man ...
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
7:46 AM
I am way behind!!
Today UT was damn difficult
Just hope i can score well
Bearin with those droplets
Struggling in my heart
Finding solutions to my problems
And wad worst is
I dunno wad my problem is
I hate bringing troubles to others
And i dun wan cause harm to peeps too
I hate to be the one who lack behind
And i hate myself to be the black sheep to slow down the pace
Despite bringin those hassles
I am not left behind
I hab those veri nice and understanding FYP mates to pull me back
And they are senstive towards my feelin too
Seriously i realli touched by u all
Those droplets drop not cos i am sad or wad
Is i realli dunno wad to say
U all r realli nice to me
I will continue to work hard =)
Monday, May 25, 2009
4:53 AM
Ytd my regular customer come find me to buy stuffs
Happy X3
Today nth much
Abt the same routine =)
Wad funny was when presenting
I said cutie pie instead of cutie toys
Repeat my mistake few times throughout the presentation
Make me keep laughin man ~
An extreme level to bear not to laugh man!!
I realise y mani ppl like to comment on my laughter eh?
Haas
Think one day i shall record it down and listen to it
Hees
Haas
Still remember gt one time
Me, danz and sherry laugh outside the classroom man
Cos of the issue of ren da, da bian chou chou
I laugh till dunno like wad
Till i reach classroom
Den saw siying msn me
Askin i laugh outside the classroom just now ar?
Den i am like SHOCKED?
Omg!!
She can recognise my laughters and is loud enough till the class around us can hear
Kinna lazy to start my revision for tmr UT
=(
Friday, May 22, 2009
8:24 PM
Ytd head down to Centrepoint to work
From 10am to 2pm
Den meet up wit dardar
Den Go plaza sing hab laobeijing
Hees
Damn full xia
I love xiao long bao
But den the xiao long bao there not veri nice
Haas
Think not realli cos i love eatin it
I just feel is fun lo
Wondering hw they put the soup inside
Den after tat cab down to office
It is like so near from plaza sing to great wall
And the cab fee cost me ten plus
But nvm
At least i settle my stuff ba
Den take shuttle bus back to town
Walk here and there
Nth realli caught my eyes
Den headed home
Decided to rest a while b4 headin to PH
When we reach PH
No one is dancing
The atmosphere there is super low
Sian 1/2
Den we cab to boat quay
To find peishan and co
Went to the "Guess where"
One time went there
Usually me and SQ they all
Will go down whisky bar
Peishan and co realli sing well man
Haas
Realli admire someone who can sing veri well de
If my future bf can sing well
Sure add more marks in my heart
And i will ask him to sing to me everyday
LOL
Hmm
Suddenly realise my blog damn boring
Full of words
Haas
Gif me sometime ba
Once i gt my camera
Will upload a lot of pictures le
Now kinna lazy to transfer my phone pic here
Hmm
I think i recently spent too much le =X
Today heading to O sch to pay $120
=(
I alr broke lo
But nvm
Shall chiong for PC fair
=)
Hope can earn $500 for tis pc fair =)
Thursday, May 21, 2009
6:11 PM
Good morning =)
Wanna to clarify again
Haas
Ytd not in a stable mode
So i exaggerated =X
I am not alone facing everything
I hab tis following ppl to walk through wit me
My dardar - who put aside her h.w and concern abt me, and keep on worry tat i will be too sad =)
Chingz - Who help me find solutions to my problems, someone a call away, and nv fail to cheer me up =)
Robinson - who keep on comforting me, and even wan to come and find me when i am at bugis alone =)
Monkey - Also said things to comfort me =)
Mars - The silly one who keep on worry i nv takcare of myself, like drunk le, no one bring me home, even go overseas, also cannot stop worrying abt me =)
Big ben - saying things to cheer me up when he can hack abt me when he is rushing his project =)
Guan - The one who constantly care abt me, even how nasty i treat him in the past, he is still there for me, giving me advice, and nv comment the bad stuffs of me.
Jason - Also another silly one, who will read my blog when he is free sometimes, and happen to find me sad again, and he will use his angel words to cheer me up, talk sense to me, and even said sry to me when he is not there for me, but is not yr fault,okay?Dun ever said sry to me again huh. I noe even though we nv contact as much as last time, but we r still important to each other,rite? And remember, witout u in my world, it make a difference, noe ma? =)
Thanks peeps =)
I sad not cos i lost the ipod
Is sad cos of my bro
Once he feel ok le
I will feel better le =)
Gonna forgoes by desired camera
To buy a new ipod
Spending tis unneed money again
Just cos of my clumsiness
Or perhaps due to my mindset
Keep thinkin ppl around me is good people
Won so bad steal my stuff
But i always wrong
Nv be alerted for tis stuff
My 6th sense alr start warnin me few days ago
So i dun place my wrislet at the front of my backpack
And today it somehw remind me again
Wad abt ipod?
Scarly ppl just pull out?
But when i dun listen to my own advice
=(
I think i realli take thing for granted
Keep thinkin tis spoil tat spoil
Or tis thing lost tat thing lost
Den buy a new one again
Since money can earn again
But tis time round i learnt my lesson
I lost something tat belongs to my bro and me
Yea, i am sad for losing it
But even sadder to see my bro sad too
Is his hard save money
I bet he is more sad den me
Cos last time he dun hab job
So he can onli save money
Hais
I realli dislike myself from being so clumsy and blur
I hope for a change
Or else i confirm won be able to gain trust of my family members again
I am deeply sry ~
Goodbye our red ipod nano
U won be forgotten@!
Today pon sch
And went tampines 1 and bugis wit geraldine
Happily shoppin
But the happiness does not last
Cos i am tearin right now
All cos i lost the ipod nano
I board the bus
And the music in my ears stopped
I thought the earpiece is loose cos someone accidently pull it
But when i move further in
Wanna take out my ipod
And plug back the ipod
Is gone
I hate tis kind of feelin
Not knowing wad exactly happen
And things just lost like dat
I hate gettin anxious and not knowin wad to do
I hate facing tis kind situation ALONE
No one there to help me
No one there to comfort me
No one there
No one there
No one there
I hate it
I seriously hate it
No one can stop me from being sad
No one there to cheer me up
And i seriously dunno who to find
Dunno who to find tat i can rely on
Dunno who tat can cheer me up
Dunno who will be realli care for me
Hais
I sit there alone
Not knowin wad to do
Searching for help
In the end
Is all pointless
I just cab home
Dun care abt wasting more money
Just hate recalling the situation again
When reach home
All those sentences from my mum, dad, bro
Hurt me a little a little in my heart
Struggling in my heart
I dun do it on purpose
Pls dun blame me
I am sry for losing the ipod tat is shared btw me and my bro
But i realli dun mean it
It is something i used to hab it everyday
When i noe is gonna gone from me forever
I will be sad too
I am sry ~
I hab no one to blame
But blame myself
I am the one at fault
I wonder wad the bad things i done
Y i keep facin tis kind of things
Am i desired to be sad ???
Feelin so miserable when i do something wrong
Seeing my bro feelin so unhappi
I seriously dunno wad to do
But more guilty
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
6:14 PM
=(
I realli feel freakin tired and quite stress
Next tues i having my UT le
But i hab work on Sun, mon and tues
Gonna find a replacement on mon and tues
Mon to revise for my test
Tues cos i will be having test after sch
So gonna end veri late
Gosh ~
All the part timers was either on shift or sching man
And i am simply lazy to head to office
To go settle my member stuffs man =(
Dunno when should i go?
Must go b4 tis fri
Or else i won get any pay tis mth
Arghh~
My fyp portal aso lackin behind
Shall chiong le
Gonna work hard for just tis and next week
Den i will get my 2 weeks holiday le
Den somehw can relax man =)
And woohoo
Saw some clothes tat interest me at topshop
Gonna go try it out soon =)
And the bag and shoes is nice too
Woohoo
I can't wait for GSS
So i gonna get my pay tis mth
So i can spend like hell
Wahaha
But is just onli few hundred bucks
Cannot realli buy much too
Somemore hw to survive few hundred bucks
For 2 weeks of holiday which fall under GSS period
The thing i wan to buy most
Is canon camera
I long for it for damn long le na
But pretty expensive to me right now
Is $549
And i realise the canon camera i long for
Is discontinued
Dunno ching's bf still gt sell ma
If not i gonna aim for another one
Which is $549 too
Wahaha
I miss all my friends =)
I miss all my ex classmates =)
I miss SQ tat clinque =)
I miss my dar dar
I miss my 2 young friends, jezemine and candy
I miss my working mates
I miss my 6 sisters
I miss so many ppl
Haas
But nowadays, dun realli hab time to meet them up
So peeps!!
Wait for June
Den let go out together eh?
Recently my brain like not functioning well
=(
Keep forgetting stuffs
Like today
Forget to bring punch card again
And tis mth i like gt 4 punch card le
Surely get scolding by lavonne again
Den most of my friends hab changed their ezlink card
And i am left unknowingly
And nv go change
And lots of stuffs happen ba
Ytd gt a big fly fly to my counter
And today come another dragonfly
Damn sickening lo
Make me cannot stay at my counter
And distract me from serving customers
Haas
O ya, today grp wit the 2 mad guys again
Keep sayin i nv eat medicine
-_-
I bet they r the ones who r crazy lo
And one of them said i am veri funny
Cos of the way i talk
The way I talk veri funny meh?
Haas
But overall, they r nice person na
Keep encouraging me to talk
=)
But next week won grp wit them le
Hope i can grp wit weiwei ba
Wahaha!!
Sunday, May 17, 2009
5:51 PM
Aww..
Is been days since i last saw tat bloody roti prata bird
Even now i still remember hw it look like
Still feel sry for it
Thought of scolding tat killer of tis bird in my heart
But aso cannot blame the killer cos he/she might not noe wad happen too
Hmm..
When seein tis bird
Thought of last time me and my ex
Actualli nearly quarrel cos of a cockroach
Cos he go and torture the poor cockroach na
Haas
Peeps, dun mistaken tat i still cannot forget my ex
But is just here to emphasize that
Next time it would be better to find a bf who is animal lover
Or won torture creatures and animals de
Guys who r kind hearted tends to attract gals =)
Friday, May 15, 2009
6:05 AM
Everything need two hands to clap!!!
Nature take it course den
可不可以爱我
为什麽如此的安静
为什麽明明想靠近 却还在迟疑
努力的我保持镇定
努力开拓话题
最後却溃不成军
为什麽如此的美丽
深刻的烙在心里 最温柔的酷刑
每一天无法不想你
连闭上眼睛
怎麽都是你
你可不可以爱我
可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过
告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑已告一段落
你可不可以爱我
可不可以看我
反正看或不看我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德
拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我
快乐还是寂寞
为什麽如此的美丽
深刻的烙在心里 最温柔的酷刑
每一天无法不想你
连闭上眼睛
怎麽都是你
你可不可以爱我
可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过
告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑已告一段落
你可不可以爱我
可不可以看我
反正看或不看 我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德
拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我 快乐还是寂寞
想念燃烧个不停
我快置身灰烬
你是我的呼吸
你可不可以爱我
可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过
告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑已告一段落
你可不可以爱我
可不可以看我
我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德
拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我 能给我什麽
快乐还是寂寞
http://www.cococ.com/play/297461.html
Do listen =D
Thursday, May 14, 2009
11:46 PM
Just off work
Thought of buyin old chang kee for mum
So go buy o
Bought curry o and some other dat i think mum will eat de
But =(
When reach home
I pluck up my courage and told her
I bought old chang kee
She ignored me totally =(
Last time she angry wit me
Aso won ignore till like dat de lo
And last time i aso nv go bother her when she is angry
Just wait for her to talk to me
But now i changed le
Yet?
Today thought of being a gd gal
Not going pub le
Dun wan make her further angry for going home late
HEES
OPPS
AT THIS MOMENT
While i am typin tis blog
She talked to me
WAHAHA
She asked me eat le ma
Y buy so mani?
=)
=)
=)
Lol ~
Type here is ok, won lose face cos she forever won read my blog de
=)
Ok..
Shall end here
http://www.elyrics.net/read/b/beyonce-lyrics/broken,,hearted-girl-lyrics.html
Express it ~
Ytd gt a big big quarrel wit parents
Till now
We still haven talk
I was realli down in moods man
And i realise my health gettin worse too
Gastric will get affected while i am too agitated
But dun care le
But there is one thing realli cheer me up
The reply from .. is not so what i am expected
I am like keep smiling away
The same, what will be, will be
Hope everything goes wad it will be
=D
I realise i am realli bad in communicating wit someone 1st
Brain hab no qns to ask
Onli will ask wad u doing..
Tell me hw to sustain it long =(
Heart drained =(
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
8:16 AM
Tired not in the physically
But in the mentally too
Story of my life
Searching for the rights
Is totally shag me up
Question mark in doing the next step
Hai ~
Pondering do u noe u the one i mentioned in the story?
And if u noe, r u replyin to me or?
Clear my doubts!!
I dun wan slpless nights anymore ~
Ph tmr?
Sunday, May 10, 2009
8:58 PM
我还在相信你太自然的谎言
以为幸福还有可能实现
你的心总有另一面我看不见
我依然把你 当做是我的天
你愿意保留给我的时间在递减
你却说这和爱不爱都没有关联
我不懂我们还是不是同心圆
如果心变了 怎么会不明显
你的爱早已经不同 我的心缺了一个洞
我像是失去心跳的不倒翁 动也不能动
你的爱我已经不懂 我的爱没有用
如果你问起 我假装不痛
我们的回忆弄掉了我都不敢捡
你渐渐的改变是暂时还是永远
我不懂我们还是不是同心圆
如果心变了 怎么会不明显
你的爱早已经不同 我的心缺了一个洞
我像是失去心跳的不倒翁 动也不能动
你的爱我已经不懂 我的爱没有用
如果你问起 我假装不痛
你施舍的寂寞 让我比一无所有更难过 OH BABY
我不奢求给我一个结果
如果要走 至少要告诉我
你的爱早已经不同 我的心缺了一个洞
我像是失去心跳的不倒翁 动也不能动
你的爱我已经不懂 我的爱没有用
如果你问起 我假装不痛
I love music
I love singing
All cos
Tis is the onli way to express my inner feelings ~
I will keep tryin on
Saturday, May 9, 2009
5:12 AM
I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin'
You'll never reach it
Every step I'm taking
Every move I make
Feels lost with no direction
My faith is shaking
But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high
There's always gonna be Another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting
On the other side It's the climb
The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that I'm gonna remember most yeah
Friday, May 8, 2009
8:23 PM
I am pretty glad i found a new classmate, weiwei
Who gt same interest and passion as me
=D
Bloated stomach wit toxic
Tired but cannot fall asleep
Thursday, May 7, 2009
9:32 AM
Onli the fittest survive
Tat the stress of human beings ba
Been 3 days of work after sch and 1 day of FYP
I gonna collapse soon le
Tiredness
Awaiting to join old sch
Probably tis mth or next mth den
Think guys words still cannot be believe
They said they love u
But after rejection
Or said wait for u
But wait for a period of time
See no one anymore
True love still hard to find
Or impossible to find?
To me now, even to find someone i love and he love me
Is veri veri veri hard too
Diggin a needle from the sea
Perhaps it takes forever or never?
All tis depends on fate ba
To let me see when i got the desired needle
Monday, May 4, 2009
8:36 PM
From now on
Every hour,every min, every sec vary
Today was a tirin day for me
Rush to work after lesson
Nearly fall asleep during work too
O ya
Wad interest me is tat there is ambulance comin in
To send one of the gals to hospital man
Think is cos she gt fever ba
Nowadays i dun feel wasting time anymore
Cos of the exist of swine flu
Make me feel like the time left is limited
We dun even noe hw long will we live till
So gonna enjoy life b4 any regrets
Sometimes i do find guys veri hard to understand
But i still believe wad i see it in my own eyes and feelin
My old friend will be comin back tmr ba
will we still able to contact smoothly
Or change?
Tiredness =(
My sometimes
Friday, May 1, 2009
8:30 PM
My sometimes ~
Sometimes i do realli wanna find a bf
Sometimes i do realli envy ppl wit such a nice bf
Sometimes i realli feel like breakin off all contacts wit guys
Sometimes i realli hate guys
Sometimes i realli feel like goin for my passion and tat all
Sometimes i realli feel suffocated by those unhappiness
Sometimes i realli sick of tis world
Sometimes i realli break down
Sometimes i realli wish there is someone always there for me
Sometimes i realli feel like doin wadever i wan witout concernin other's feelin
Sometimes i realli veri attitude
Sometimes i said things i dun mean it to my loved ones
Sometimes i hate myself from being blur
Sometimes i realli feel stress up
Sometimes i realli wonder who will be my MR right
Sometimes i will wonder when will i get attached again
Sometimes i feel y world is so unfair
Sometimes y i take initative but does not get wad i wan
All tis sometimes perhaps show i hab no goals
But one thing i for sure
I nv realli go for the guy i love
Or perhaps i can say i nv make initative to love someone 1st
Or even i am interested in someone
And i realise he show no much interest in me
I gif up ~
Sometimes it makes me realli envy those gals who will strive their best to win the guy's heart
Maybe tis is just wad i am
Head still having blue black =(
All cos me and girlfriend bang till each other durin club on wed
Bang two times xia
Haas
Dunno wad we doin tat day
Back from PH
Dun realli enjoy it today
Sucky music
But fancy those moves from those guys
I saw the passion in them
Make me feel like being one of them
Haas
Seein their moves Seem like watchin those dance competition
Fantastic ~
But not as fantastic as Hei Jiao
If gt a chance
I realli hope to see Hei Jiao perform in real life
