~SHIRLEY~

Pictures time =)

Saturday, February 28, 2009
8:57 PM

Pictures time

Zhilianing at k Box

Me and SQ at k box =)

Me and another shirley at workplace =)

She a veri funny and friendly gal

Hab lots of fun wit her =)

Me and dili at workplace too

Hees

We always do funny things together

Opps

~ Ppl ~

Those who gt view my blog

Pls leave them yr link,okay?

I wanna start to link u all le =)

And those who dun hab a blog de

Pls at least tag,can?

At least i noe whether my blog is viewed or not =(

Dun shy =)

Enjoyment

Woo hoo
I shall blog 27 and 28 feb entry together

On the 27th
Actualli meetin wit ning to go sign up for our dream =)
But she not feelin well
So probably change to next week le
Den meet up wit SQ,rosebel,eddy and wangzhi at AMK
Watch maley and me
Quite touchin o
Heard tat SQ cried till veri ..
Wahaha
I bet the movie must be veri saddenin to those who hab dog b4
Den after tat
Me and SQ went to k boxin
Clementi k box again
Again the familiar faces but lack of one person i always saw de le
Haas
We thought we can use the coupon but end up cannot
So total bill 60$ plus
Den after tat cab home
Haas
Tis is my 1st time goin k box wit SQ
=)
Enjoyed it
Hope there will be more outin comin up
And BTW
Happi bday to Ghim hong
Haas
I dun think he noe i gt a blog
LOL ~

28th feb
Wake up in the mornin
Havin sore throat
I was wonderin am i singin or shoutin
Haas
Late for work again =(
I am like everyday like at least 10 min for work lo
Haas
Even break time aso come back late
Opps
Hees
Breaktime went to eat ding tai feng wit xiaojo
Haas
I love the xiao long bao loads man
Hees, gt the "zhi" inside de
So fun lo
Haas
Den after work
Met up wit karen and girlfriend at bugis
We went walkin around and round
Dunno wad to eat and in the end
We decided to eat sushi
Haas
Hab great time wit them
Realli hab lots of fun
Haas, but poor girlfriend keep kanna shoot
And me too
They all keep disturbin me when i am replyin msg =(
So bad lo ~
Unlike GIRLFRIEND onli go out and talk to GALfrien onli hor
Haas
Girlfriend going china for attachment le
Saddenin to me xia
Gonna miss her a lot
I bet she will miss my "golden mouth" too de,rite?

Hees
I love u ppl loads =)
Today gonna meet up wit danz they all for FYP meetin
=)
Gdbye

Wednesday, February 25, 2009
7:06 AM

Today workin at Taka
Abt the same routine again
After work
Headed home to change
And out i go
To sheng siong to buy ingredients
I planned to make cookies for my sec sch besties
As well as poly ppl
But make till now
The cookies seem so different from last time i made

I think i should announce it "KO"
Feelin so so sleepy now
And i think i am not responsible enough
Halfway makin the cookies
And i am here bloggin
LOL
And my poor mother and cousin was lookin after them
HAAS ~
Oppss

Haiyo
On the bus
I still dream i make the cookies until damn nice
And was decidin who to gif
And who to package it
BUT NOW
Dun need think le
Haas
Sian half
But no worries ppl
I will try again next time
I bet next time it will be a success
Blink blink
And i feelin super sleepy now
But still cannot slp
Hais

But no matter wad
COOKIES
I won gif up on u
U r the nicest cookies i ever eaten
LOL
Haas
Nothin taste better than somethin u made =)
Rite rite?

I am troubled
Today i saw my ah bei again
It hurts me when i saw him gettin older and skinner day by day
And i hate myself for not able to help him
Seein him board the bus
Standin near the door there
Inside my heart
I realli feel like shoutin
Shout to anyone on seat
Said can u just stand up and let the old ppl sit
And tell the ppl around him to let him in nearer
Is dangerous for old ppl to stand near the door

I wan to earn a lot
I dun wan waste anytime
I wan my closed ones to be blessed
I can wait to earn money
But he cannot wait to be served by us
I gonna work harder from now on
I feel like goin to open a account for him
But parents dun allow
Hw?
I can understand wad my parents did is for my own goods
Scared ltr he use my money to go gamble or ...
And scared he keep on takin money from me
But i dunno wad should i do to help him
I just wan the best of him
He now goin 70 le
No time to waste
I wan him to enjoy his rest of his life
Hais
Lastly i confirm gettin a camera
I wan to take down all the memories i hab wit all my closed ones

May god bless

Sry

Monday, February 23, 2009
8:00 PM

Woohoo ~
Today off day
Ltr goin out ba
Hees
I can't wait to go and check it out

Ytd went to catch movie " look for a star"
Is pretty funny
U all should go and watch
Haas
Maybe i will rate is 8/10?

Ytd u told me yr change in feelin
I am speechless
I dunno wad to say
And frankly speakin
I dunno wad i am thinkin
I can feel tat yes, maybe yr love for me is not there le
Cos i dun think u mind yr frien wanna noe me
Haas
But all is not important le
We r friends right now
And single life is gd,rite?
I am enjoyin it right now

All i wanna said is tat thanks for bein there for me in my darkest moments
And u nv gif up in cheerin me up
And think witout u
I dunno wad i will become to
I can say u r a veri nice guy
But too bad, i dun suit u
I dun wan to be unfair to u
Who noe the next r.s, i will treat my bf badly?
So i won step into another r.s b4 i gt the confidence
I dun wan to hurt anyone i love =)

Thanks to all who bein there for me when i need u
And sorri for my bad temper
And thanks for those who bought things for my valentine day to cheer me up
And those who i dun reply and ignore, i am sry
I wan time on my own
And i am back to myself

And lastly

SRY for those who i hurt b4

Tired

Sunday, February 22, 2009
3:40 AM

The same routine again =(
Tis time round
I am realli tired

But i somehw hab fun =)
Hees
Another shirley work wit me today
And we r crazy
We challenged "guess who will take the blotter"
LOL
And i lost =(
We aso challenged who can throw the blotter the further
Haas
But i won
But hwever in the end i still lose
LOL ~
Tmr workin wit her again
Dunno wad will we come up wit tmr to play wit
Haas
I miss Agnes B (humph)
No na, kiddin
Is just an entertainment nia
LOL
Think u all won noe wad i talkin abt
Haas
Onli kenzo and anna sui ppl will noe ba
Hees

TIRED ~
Lalala

Lalala

Thursday, February 19, 2009
7:49 AM

I guess it is another tiring day for me
Workin again
Meet wit dili at town 1st
Go eat and den head to taka take my uniform
Den cab back to RC

Nowadays dunno wad happen to me
Health always gt problems
But dun care na

Something tat make me angry today
Is the security dun let me go home
And wan me to wait for manager
Make me so pissed off
But after railing all my angers to dardar
I am okay le
LOL
Dardar damn ke lian lo
Everythin i sad, angry
I called her ~

Haas
IT show comin soon le ba
Should be at 12 march
Woohoo
My aim is sell 28 laptops =D
Tis IT show dun hab eddy
Wonderin hw will it be like ba

Thinkin tat my life now is bored
And is so no life lo
Wonderin when can i start to go and fulfill my dream?
I realli feel like learnin singing and maybe dancing too
Hees
But if sch starts
I dunno whether i will hab time for it
So dunno hw lei?
I need a companion to learn hw to sing too
Hees
Should i go for a grp lesson or individual?

Hais
Lots and lots of wishes to fulfill
Okay
Talk no more
Just wish more sales for tmr

I wan a change in my life
Damn sian now

Wad yrs is yrs =D

Wednesday, February 18, 2009
7:36 AM

Today same routine again
Went to work
Promotion area again
Sian =(
Wha
My manager cheat my feelin de
Everytime said big boss will come down
But ended nv come down

Tmr gt to go taka to take uniform
Meetin Dili at orchard
Den shop awhile den head to work
Wha
I wear the new uniform look so man lo
LOL ~
Scarly gt butch like me, hw xia?
LOL !!

But is still better den wearin our own uniform ba
Haas
Sian ~
Galfriend ask me to find one guy go pub on the feb 27
She will be bringin one guy frien too
Dunno who to ask
LOL
And aso dunno should i go pub ma lei
Said dun wan drink till drunk liao lei
Lucky thought of the sad things
Drink till drunk again, hw?
LOL ~
Think if i drunk and anyhw ppl again
Sure will get scoldin again le
Poor ppl in my phone list
Will get random calls from me
Haas

Now recently i am into slimmin down =D
Hope i can make it
My dream is lose 5 kgs
LOL ~
Wanna be as skinny as possible
Now i am such a chubby gal
Haas
Cannot make it xia
LOL ~
Today wake up stomach pain o
Having diarrohea o
Think must be the slimmin tea
Haas
Think i am too crazy into slimmin down le ba
But no worries
I won harm myself de
Will hab limit one =D

Wad yrs is yrs
No point forcing it =D
Noe hw to let go and smile
Life is not abt tearin or being sad
Is for ppl to enjoy

It starts to ...

Tuesday, February 17, 2009
9:00 AM

I somehw regret of wad i done ytd
Now i realise wad i said ytd is not right
And i guess it gonna change somehw
There will be distance btw us to avoid any misunderstandin ba
I realli wan to keep u as my true friend if u r willin ~

Time to change back =D

Monday, February 16, 2009
3:29 AM

Today i finally realise something
I realise i changed within tis 4 months
Actualli i nv realise tat
Is my sec bestfriend make me realise it

Yea
I admit after breakin
I go drinkin more
And everytime ended up drunk
Start my 1st stick
And even went out wit online ppl
But i still hab the fear of meetin new ppl

My sec friend told me smokin is realli a bad impression to ppl
And it aso hurts the ppl around me
And all i start smokin is cos of a guy
A lost R.S
Though i nv smoke le
But i smoke b4
And the day b4 i smoke again cos i am drunk
I realli dunno wad into me
I am not a smoker neither do i noe hw to smoke
And i smoke in the public when i am drunk
I can't imagine hw shameless and embarrassin i cause
Hais

So i decide now
I wan to change
From today onwards
I will nv touch the sticks again
So wad if i lost my principle(smoking)
I can stop smokin from now on
And forever no smokin at all
And i will try my best not to drink cos of him again
Is the past le
And is goin 4 months
It is time to move forward
As for the 2 online friends i met
I onli gt 2 choices
1st is dun contact anymore
2nd is continue to contact if they r worth keepin as friends
And lastly i won go and meet anyone from online again
Haas

I wan to go back to who am i
Yea
I feel it quite embarrassin to say out all the mistakes i done
But if i nv admit or realise it
I won be able to face the mistakes
I will change =D

I dun wan anyone to think bad abt me
Cos i am not
I will prove to u all
I will be back to normal
Hees
No tearin no drunk no smoke no sad le

Photos time

Sunday, February 15, 2009
5:52 AM

Photos time =D

Taken during CNY

Damn cute,rite?

Another pic of her

Lol ~

She gt lots of poses na

If u ppl r interested, can look at my phone

She always make me laugh =D

Hees

Do we look alike?

Making funny faces


Wha ~
Tis is the 1st time she muack me
So sweet,rite?
Hees
I am SHOCKED ~

Love her, hees

My baby

Ooo..

Something i can't live witout

K boxing ~

Hees

I miss Clementi K box =D

Twist twist ~

I will keep on bringin out my laughters to u all =D

Tis is wad i done today

Hees ~

Workin = drawing session

Tat time went out wit my beloved ning

Love her lots =D

She help me get my shoes man

Damn touched

Shall meet up soon yea

Singin is still my cure for everything =D
Missin K box now

Drink and drunk

Valentine day finally over ~
Ytd went to the pub which left me memories
The same place again
But now wit different ppl
Tis time i nv cry
But i am more drunk den b4
I remember i used to cry like hell there b4
Cry till my friends dunno wad should they do

Ytd roses make me somehw recall something
And i tear again
Hai
Shall not mention abt him le
I just can't understand y u hab the ability to make me into tis state
I live better witout contact u
But y sometimes suddenly come back and confuse my feelin
U r playin wit me or wad?
Dun make me guess can?

Slp at around 3am like dat
Den abt 8 plus wake up
And get ready for work
Was tiring
Keep on feel like vomiting
No appetite even till now
But nvm ba

I dunno wad wrong wit me?
I suddenly realise somethin
Maybe i walk into the trap unknowingly
But right now i decided to gif up

Fyp meetin

Friday, February 13, 2009
7:57 AM

Today workin mornin sch at paragon ~
Sales so so ~
Den after work
Finish go change
Den head to plaza singapura for my FYP meeting
Ate at long john 1st
Den head to starbucks for our discussion
Den after discussion
Went to shop shop around den back to PS
Went to arcade and hab tons of funs =D
Play till i too excited den knock onto my feet
Now gt a bit blue black le =(
But is okay
Worth the pain =)
Bought a black shirt =)
Shall wear it one day

I feel like tearin again(holdin on)
When i remember abt him again
Tat pain in my heart still there
When i talk abt him ~
Hais

-_-

Thursday, February 12, 2009
7:39 AM

Again
Same routine to work
Woohoo ~
Today last day promotion le o =)
And today i ate my favourite sui jiao mian
So so nice
Hees
So nice till i go and tell the auntie her suijiao is damn nice
LOL !!
Nice things are worth praising
Hees
Who interested, i can bring u all there
Hees
Today damn touched na
Dardar acc me go for my break
When i just msg Dardar my break no one acc me
Hees
Den after my break
Dardar gt to wait for me for 1 hr
Poor Dardar
But Thanks dardar =D
After work went out wit dardar
Walk a while den head home le

Haas
There a funny thing today
My work place de another shirley called me
And said gt one tall tall and skinny skinny man lookin for me
Den when tat guy said he lookin for shirley(me)
Den the new part timer said she is shirley
But tat man said the shirley he lookin for
Is not her
LOL
Is damn funny
Haas
I thought who lookin for me xia
Get my nerve up
But actualli is Eddy tat idiot
Lol

Issit when u need me?
Den u come back and find me?
U onli get me pissed off
Or when u feel like knowin hw am i doin?
Den come back?
R u showin yr care through yr real heart
Or all fake one?
Pls dun act like u care
If u realli fuckin care
U won treat me like dat in the past
There no turnin back
I can't make myself cruel to u
But then, i still hate u
I will nv forget hw u treat me?
I will strive
Strive for tat day to treat yr presence like nobody
And never affect hw i feel..

If i can lose my memories
Tat will be gd ~
I dun wan anyone to affect my life

=)

Wednesday, February 11, 2009
6:16 AM

Woohoo ~
Today sales not bad =D
Hais
But sadly cannot find replacement tml
So gt to work =(
Cough cough cough
Y is there illness like cough?
So irritatin and noisy

Okay ~
Dun talk abt it le =)
Valentine day comin le
I think u ppl sure start plannin le
I still not sure should i go out or not lei
Will there be any miracle?
Or miracle after tat day?
LOL
Well
Quite sian to keep on workin
Is make my blog so sian too
Nth to talk abt
Except for cough and sales
LOl
Shall stop le =)
Gd nite everyone

Th3Gal

=(

Tuesday, February 10, 2009
7:35 AM

Cough is gettin serious =(
Keep coughin non-stop
Hais ~

Sales today was damn bad =(
Super tiring too
Was thinking should i bear wit it?
Or find a replacement?
And take a day off
But takin a day off meanin iu will earn lesser =(
Wanna aim to hit my own target earnin tis month
Cos last time everytime no aim
Den nv save at all
So now must aim

But keep coughin lei
Somehw make me feel i am veri noisy and irritatin
LOL
But i realli cannot stop myself from coughin ma
LOL
Okay
I should be gd gal and go work tml
Jiayou for myself =D
Gd luck for tml

Woohoo
Saw lots of shoes i like at a blog
Damn nice
Make me so troubled which one to buy
Hees
Shall make a decision soon

And yeayea
Today saw elaine
Long time nv chat wit her le
Hees
Shall find one day ask her out
Hees
Tat all ba

Sick

Sunday, February 8, 2009
3:59 AM

Coughs ~
Today sales was acceptable
But was gettin weak day by day =(
Cough become more jia lat le
Realli hope to hab one day rest

Feelin so cold now
And right now
I gt to be dependent
Cos there won be anyone there to tc of me 4ever de
I am lackin of a shoulder to lie on now
But i dun think it matters
Cos i am already 18 +
Old enough to tc of myself
Even there is no one to weep my sorrow to
But so wad?
Is still better den my heart gettin hurt again,rite?

Past photos =D

Saturday, February 7, 2009
6:14 AM

Sisters gathering =D

Lookin forward to another one wit kailing =D

Sick =(

Firstly, happy tat today sales was not bad
But sadly i am fallin sick =(
Cough,flu and sore throat come and visit me at the same time
Argh
And today is just the 1st day of continously workin 7 days
Soon i will hab promotion
And gt to stand 8 hrs alone =(
Omg
Totally no moods for anything
Was feelin tired man
Hope i will get better soon o
And not worse by worse =D

Gd luck for tml sales =D

Th3Gal
~ Not used ~

Shoppin

Friday, February 6, 2009
6:49 AM

Woohoo
I get back my ahfuhan =D
Heihei

Today went JE there den cab to acer
Den back to JE again
Den went vivo
Shop around
And i bought one white tee for my work =D

Sianzation ~
Tml start work again le
Hope gt sales yea =D
Gd nite everyday

I wan to be ****** by next month

Nite everyone

Th3gal

=(

Thursday, February 5, 2009
7:24 AM

Arghh ~
Wad i wrote previously gt error
So tired of writing again
Maybe not fated to post tat blog ba
Den i shall not go against the fate

Ties of Love Pendant

Wednesday, February 4, 2009
4:13 AM

Saw tis necklace today
Nice lo =D
Checked online
Tis is the "Ties of Love Pendant"
Which means

True to its name, the pendent has a deep red heart in Light Siam Chrom crystal with a delicate rhodium-plated ribbon wrapped on top. The heart signifies love and the wrap lends it a touch of warmth. The pendant reflects a special bond - strong yet delicate.

And surely there is lots of guy buying for their gf as a valentine gift de lo
So i shall not buy it
As if ppl saw tis pendant
Surely will think is bf buy for their gf de

Tis yr valentine day is just a normal day for me
Nothing to look forward to as compared to last year
But is okay
Nth to sad about
Single is still the best =D

Bad bad day

Sianzation
Today cannot get up the bus !!
Gonna late for work
So called lavonne to notice her 1st
Met dao darren at the busstop too
He also taking 190
After so much attempt to board the bus
We finally board the bus
Haas
But pathetic us
Got to stand at the door there
=(

Told lavonne tat i will be late like 10 to 20 min
But i am late more than 30 min =X
And when i reach the counter
SHOCKED ~
Amanda was there
She came wrong shift
We start to panic
And called all the part timer
But nope of them free to replace evening shift
I get scolding from steve again =(
For make up at the counter
Dunno why everyday so suay one
Always get caught by him
Making me starting to hate him
Arghhhh ~

And another bad news =(
Zero sales again
Haven gt any sales for tis 2 workin days
Hais
Hope tmr will be better
Good luck Good sales yea

After work
Steamboating
LOL
Haas
Damn full now
Haas

Everything started to change
Am i walking away?
Am i holdin on?
I am sry if i hurt u
I dun mean too
No matter wad
Yr good will be always kept on my mind
I am being selfish now !!

Coach = Be mine =D

Sunday, February 1, 2009
4:29 AM

My new coach wrislet

Blink blink =D

Now my next goal should be gucci wallet le =)

Gamble day

Ytd went to my dardar's hse
Gamble ~
Den went to hab our dinner at Bukit batok area
Den after dinner
Went to teckwhye there and gamble again
Total winning gt $35 ba =D

Den today head to work again
Hais
Zero sales =(
Was damn tired today ~
Moods also not gd
Hais

What should i do?
Is it the rite path i am taking now?
I hope i not gifin fake hope or wad
No moods to talk abt r.s

I kinna Miss him =(

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