
~SHIRLEY~

Thursday, May 21, 2009
5:53 AM
Today pon sch
And went tampines 1 and bugis wit geraldine
Happily shoppin
But the happiness does not last
Cos i am tearin right now
All cos i lost the ipod nano
I board the bus
And the music in my ears stopped
I thought the earpiece is loose cos someone accidently pull it
But when i move further in
Wanna take out my ipod
And plug back the ipod
Is gone
I hate tis kind of feelin
Not knowing wad exactly happen
And things just lost like dat
I hate gettin anxious and not knowin wad to do
I hate facing tis kind situation ALONE
No one there to help me
No one there to comfort me
No one there
No one there
No one there
I hate it
I seriously hate it
No one can stop me from being sad
No one there to cheer me up
And i seriously dunno who to find
Dunno who to find tat i can rely on
Dunno who tat can cheer me up
Dunno who will be realli care for me
Hais
I sit there alone
Not knowin wad to do
Searching for help
In the end
Is all pointless
I just cab home
Dun care abt wasting more money
Just hate recalling the situation again
When reach home
All those sentences from my mum, dad, bro
Hurt me a little a little in my heart
Struggling in my heart
I dun do it on purpose
Pls dun blame me
I am sry for losing the ipod tat is shared btw me and my bro
But i realli dun mean it
It is something i used to hab it everyday
When i noe is gonna gone from me forever
I will be sad too
I am sry ~
I hab no one to blame
But blame myself
I am the one at fault
I wonder wad the bad things i done
Y i keep facin tis kind of things
Am i desired to be sad ???
Feelin so miserable when i do something wrong
Seeing my bro feelin so unhappi
I seriously dunno wad to do
But more guilty